Sunday, December 18, 2011
You say
You say I don't give myself the credit that I deserve...but you're wrong. I know what I am worth and as I have said many times before, I am worth more then what you are treating me. You take me for granted. Misuse my kind heart and my friendship. You use my love as a way to manipulate me. And when I need a friend or someone to just confide in...you run, hide, and give your many excuses.
You broke the bond between us and I've been waiting for you to fight for what you lost/gave up. But it never happens and it never will. If it doesn't benefit you or make you feel good, you don't want anything to do with it.
Regardless if we were lovers or just friends, all I ever wanted to do was love you and help guide you in the right direction, but I can't...not anymore. I'm done sacrificing myself, my heart, and my happiness to someone who doesn't even appreciate me. You say you love me, but I know it's not true. If it was...you wouldn't hurt me like you do.
I'm done with all the games, the drama, and the BS. I know what I'm worth and what I deserve...and that is why I left. I had you at your best for 2 yrs and you know what...the rest can have you like this...whatever this is.
I don't need closure. I don't need to understand why or how all this happened. All I need to know is what you did was wrong and if you love me or were ever my friend, you would have made things right between us and you wouldn't have made the same mistakes over and over again. And the truth is, you don't deserve me in any way, shape or form.
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