You are weighing heavy on my mind tonight and I just want to remind you that I am here for you. I've always wondered why you stopped me when we're talking...is it because you just don't want to hear it or is because it's hard to hear the truth? Regardless of the reason, I've decided to write you here so you can actually hear me out and hopefully take my words in. So here goes...
Even though I have not been where you are now, does not mean I don't feel your pain/stress/confusion. Because I am sooo connected to you, I do feel what you feel and i believe you know this already. I know you feel lost. I was once there, but somehow I found myself again. I realized that sometimes it takes confusion, stress, love, and self destruction to say "fuck it". I'm was too tired to deal with it all, so I decided to just live life and live it right. Right being...for myself...for my happiness...and without hurting anyone. I hated the fact that I lost myself, but once I embraced it and just allowed myself to let go...I found myself again. I feel in my heart that I am still the old me but a better me with love and happiness not only for the world, but most of all myself.
I know you are in dark place right now, but there is a dim light infront of you and the more you stay strong, positive and keep moving forward...that light will get brighter and the darkness will be behind you. You're not alone. No matter what we once were, are now, or will become...I will always be here for you and love you. Embrace the pain....embrace your confusion....accept all the BS and then let it all go. Once you are able to do that, I believe you will be able to move forward and create a beautiful life for yourself. It won't happen over night but have faith and be patient.
I'm your friend and you are my bestfriend. I will always try my best to be there for you when you need advice, someone to listen, or when you just need someone to walk beside you. Smile because I do love and care about you and always will...I promise.
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